Shifted yet again!
Sorry for the confusing moved. But since I can use blogspot so I moved back to old home. Bye blogg~
Back in action
It's been really really long since I update in this little blog of mine.
Well nothing interesting has been happening recently.
- I started my work, and the work is totally irrelevant to my field of study. I have to learn everything from scratch. My colleagues and bosses are so far very nice and friendly & helpful. The working environment is good, which is rather hard to find.
- I explored more parts of Shanghai.
- My money is spending way too fast. I withdrew twice and it is already again depleting. I worked out my budget and I have about 400yuan (SGD80) to last me for 30 days. Highly impossible to achieve but I think I will have to, because I'm not gonna withdraw money again. I managed to buy grocery in Denmark for SGD60/ mth so I'm gonna do that again. Doing the mission impossible.
- One of my speaker (laptop) doesnt seem to work but it's okay la. Old laptop. I kinda want to buy a Mac if this die. But please dont die on me here.
- I finally have wifi in my room! It sucks when the house is big and the wifi is weak. Boo hoo. I used to like living on 2 storey houses but I changed my mind already. Internet is very important to me!
- Chinese new year is coming and I'm going to Huangshan on the eve.
- Living with 3 guys can be pretty interesting and fun. Willy, the chief of house. Nigel, the motherly figure. And wei hong, the lazy boy. LOL. I think I'm the overall supervisor.
It's snowing!
Nope Harbin didnt snow, neither did Beijing but miraculously, Shanghai snowed today! Wasn't as big and beautiful as Denmark's but nonetheless, it was much better than the 5 minutes snow I saw few days ago.
The gentle snow that melts almost immediately. I can't help but think of Yanli.
Intern
And so I started work today at this awesome beauty , skincare company. Just completed my solo trip to Harbin and Beijing so it's a carefree holiday to a boring and dull 0930-1800 job Mon-thurs.
So far so good, but my job isnt really relevant to my field of study. In fact it is totally irrelevant. But i'll see how as I go along.
I was so glad I went to Harbin and Beijing cause I met amazing people there. Best, Tum, Ray, Fannie, Michael, Elliot, Sven... They made me less lonely when travelling alone.
I'm glad I've wonderful flatmates here whom I can bicker and laugh at silly things with.
Just hope the best for my results tonight. Dont have the courage to view it though! Haha.
Good night,
Jiahui
Last night in Beijing, 我留下许多情。
It's my last day in Beijing today and I cant wait to come back to this awesome city again! I told myself that I'm gonna bring Papa and Mama here after shanghai, cos I'm sure they will love this place as much as I do. So yeah, I'll be back here in Beijing again!
Gonna do some walking in the park and silk market before heading to airport.
8 pm flight later to Shanghai, can't wait to see my apartment! Hope it's ready.
Bisous,
Jia Hui
Gonna do some walking in the park and silk market before heading to airport.
8 pm flight later to Shanghai, can't wait to see my apartment! Hope it's ready.
Bisous,
Jia Hui
Survived Harbin
Hello earthlings, if there is anyone reading this that is. I can't update on facebook so here I am if someone out there is really curious in where I am and what I'm doing...
Just wanna say I survived the harsh Harbin. I knew it's gonna be cold but I never really knew how cold it is to be in >-20 degree celsius. Now that I know, I still don't know how to describe in words. you simply have to experience it yourself...
Well if I really have to say then it'd be like,
someone's using a knife to slash you several times in your face + many thousands of needles poking through your jeans into your legs, fingers and toes turned into rock.
Yeah especially the face and fingers + topes part, for the first time I couldn't feel my fingers and I really was so afraid that they were going to drop off! Because I've heard horror stories of ears falling off due to extreme cold.
You know all I can say is after being in Harbin, Beijing (even though it's colder than Denmark & Sweden which are supposedly very cold countries) is nothing. Hell yeah Beijing is nothing. So don't come and tell me that Beijing is cold.
Beijing-ers are staring hard at me when I had my jacket unzipped and walked along the streets. Because coming direct from Harbin, I just feel Beijing is not cold. -25 degree and -5 are very very very different. Yes Beijing is windy and can be cold if you stay outdoor for long but it's still bearable. In Harbin you just wanna die there. LOL. I had to hide indoors when it gets too cold. Because I simply couldnt go forward. My legs like forzen there.
But well maybe I'm weak because the Harbin locals told me I should try Mohe (coldest city in China) and apparently it is -30 degree now.
Oh enough of Harbin's weather.
I was initially scared and skeptical to go there but I'm glad I did, because I had adventures and made friends and met kind souls there. I survived Harbin alone but not my lousy iPhone. It was dead for more than a day probably due to the cold. It got me panic, but I figured it out that well at least my fingers didn't drop. My camera was dead for a few minutes too. But I could get the battery out and warm it, unlike lousy iPhone. So if you're going -20 places, don't bring iPhone. It's lousy.
Btw my water in bottle became ice and even my scarf harden. So you roughly know how cold it is...
Now I'm in Beijing, everything's ok but Im running out of cash. 3 more days to go but I'm left with only like 400RMB! SHIT so many things to buy, many places to go, many food to eat... How!
Okay gonna do some reading on must do must go places in Beijing now.
So don't worry about me, I'm doing fine. Although I do miss my family and friends right now. Love you all.
Bisous,
Jiahui
Just wanna say I survived the harsh Harbin. I knew it's gonna be cold but I never really knew how cold it is to be in >-20 degree celsius. Now that I know, I still don't know how to describe in words. you simply have to experience it yourself...
Well if I really have to say then it'd be like,
someone's using a knife to slash you several times in your face + many thousands of needles poking through your jeans into your legs, fingers and toes turned into rock.
Yeah especially the face and fingers + topes part, for the first time I couldn't feel my fingers and I really was so afraid that they were going to drop off! Because I've heard horror stories of ears falling off due to extreme cold.
You know all I can say is after being in Harbin, Beijing (even though it's colder than Denmark & Sweden which are supposedly very cold countries) is nothing. Hell yeah Beijing is nothing. So don't come and tell me that Beijing is cold.
Beijing-ers are staring hard at me when I had my jacket unzipped and walked along the streets. Because coming direct from Harbin, I just feel Beijing is not cold. -25 degree and -5 are very very very different. Yes Beijing is windy and can be cold if you stay outdoor for long but it's still bearable. In Harbin you just wanna die there. LOL. I had to hide indoors when it gets too cold. Because I simply couldnt go forward. My legs like forzen there.
But well maybe I'm weak because the Harbin locals told me I should try Mohe (coldest city in China) and apparently it is -30 degree now.
Oh enough of Harbin's weather.
I was initially scared and skeptical to go there but I'm glad I did, because I had adventures and made friends and met kind souls there. I survived Harbin alone but not my lousy iPhone. It was dead for more than a day probably due to the cold. It got me panic, but I figured it out that well at least my fingers didn't drop. My camera was dead for a few minutes too. But I could get the battery out and warm it, unlike lousy iPhone. So if you're going -20 places, don't bring iPhone. It's lousy.
Btw my water in bottle became ice and even my scarf harden. So you roughly know how cold it is...
Now I'm in Beijing, everything's ok but Im running out of cash. 3 more days to go but I'm left with only like 400RMB! SHIT so many things to buy, many places to go, many food to eat... How!
Okay gonna do some reading on must do must go places in Beijing now.
So don't worry about me, I'm doing fine. Although I do miss my family and friends right now. Love you all.
Bisous,
Jiahui
New year, new life
i don't know what I should write in this little column of mine right now.
i think ayu's and stefanie sun's songs depict exactly how im feeling now.
last year i left in a rush, and this year it seems to be similar situation.
or perhaps no matter how much time is given to me, it'll never be enough. As I'm packing my luggage right now, i have no wish to leave. I held back my tears as I was eating with Papa just now. I dont know why it just hurts me so much that Im gonna leave him for half a year again. How could I bear to?
I know it's my decision, and I've to take responsibility for my decision but I just wonder if I made the right decision. but like what sweetie said, be it good or bad, it's still an experience, that can't be bought and is once in a life time.
To be honest, I'm a little scared. Scared to live alone, in an unfamiliar environment, to work overseas, to be in a scheming society.
And I further challenged myself by booking the air tickets to Harbin and Beijing. Alone. To Harbin would probably be a 60 degree celsius change. I dont know if I can handle the cold, the coldest I've been was only -10. But no matter what,
I made the decision, and I'll face it.
Happy New Year
This time of the year, I'd hate and dread as usually 2Jan would mean the start of school. :( Until I reached NTU where we don't follow the normal school holiday. But again, I hate and dread this time of the year because I'm starting work soon. And I kinda hate to leave Singapore for such a long period.
Btw, I met yet another wierdo on the way home.
I was standing on the escalator and this guy walked passed me, stood one step above me, turned his head and looked at me till the escalator reaches the floor.
And then as he walked in front of him, he kept turning his head back. Unfortunately, we waited for the same bus. I deliberately board the bus among the last few people so that I can sit somewhere not near him but he deliberately slowed down as well. Thank god I met a friend at the right moment and this weirdo stopped his weird actions.
Few days ago while I was jogging, there was weird uncle kept staring. I don't know what is wrong with him, like I never even take a look at him I could even sense his glaring eyes.
I thought I found peace in Denmark, because there are practically zero lechers around. Or maybe we Asians are too ugly compared to their local girls. When I returned I forgot that Singaporean men are simply not the same.
Speaking of which, few days ago, I was on the MRT and this man was looking right into my face non-stop throughout the entire time that the train was stationary with the doors opened. Gosh, I was standing at the door, alone, and he was sitting on the bench in the platform. The disgusting act he made was when he took out his spectacles and continued to look.
Gross Singaporean men. But I must admit that they aren't that disgusting, when compared to the all mighty Italians and that Croatia & Estonia men I met. So disgusting that I don't even feel like writing it out.
And I was dressing conservatively.
Besides these perverts, I can't understand how weird some of my friends acquaintances are. Like that guy and girl whom i do not know but accepted as friends on facebook because I saw we were from the same school and have many common friends.
That guy, updated his status like every hour, with things like "lecture just ended", 'i'm on the bus home now", "i reached home". OMG. I know they have nothing to do with me but it just irritates me to see his many status everytime I log in to fb. Sheesh.
And that girl is just like that guy, another fb addict.
And I've anotehr girl friend, who was so obsessed with everything Japanese that she stalked Japanese people home. She loves talking to me, because I was learning Japanese as well. Recently I found out that her peculiar obsession towards Japanese has faded away and so I was telling her "congratulations. you grew up" LOL. It was not long that I realised that's because she has a new obsession now- German.
I surely hope she does not stalk German people home, not many for her to, to begin with.
With weird people come weird websites. I was about to book the internal flights (finally!) until at the payment page, international credit cards are not accepted. Only China credit cards/ union pay are accepted. WTF KNS! So now I've to pray and hope my China friend can help me out! :(
Happy 2011 anyway!
P.S. Although it is a bit saddening how technology has changed our lives (sending birthday wishes by SMS is very rare nowadays), but I still enjoy reading each and every messages whether they're cards, SMS or fb message. Merci Beaucoup :)
P.S.II. I was so surprised to see that ayu's getting married! Nice! あゆちゃん、おめでとうございます！
happy day= happy life
I'm a boring person, I chose to have free time for myself on my birthday instead of holding parties.
I told Yanli when we received much help as a tourist touring Europe that next time when I see a tourist in distraught, I'll walk over and ask "do you need help"
I did that a few times when I first came back. But as time goes, I re-assumed my Singaporean style again, that is to mind your own business.
But today as I'm walking to the medical centre in NTU, I saw this man who looked very lost. I thought "it would be embarrassing if he rejected my help", but NTU isn't easy to manipulate for someone outside. So I deliberately walked near him and when he made eye contact with me, I smiled. Just like how the beautiful Swedish lady smiled to me when I said "excuse me", before even asking for help.
I could see how overjoyed he was, as if he found light bulb.
Then in the medical centre, I unconsciously and unknowingly brought laughter to the nurses. She was chatting to me and it wasn't long that I realised she was going to inject and so I dodged away immediately and even tried running away.
But before she could lure me back, I thought to myself "hey I wasn't afraid of injection at all last time so why should I now". Then I returned to my seat and said "you can do it now" calmly.
All the nurses in the room burst into laughter as they couldn't believe how fast my expressions changed.
A good deed a day + a laughter a day= happy life :)
Happy Birthday to me
Every year during this time, people would start to recall what they have done/ not done for the year, and set new year resolution.
And then I went to Sweden Lappland. I just wanted to see the Northern Light, happens that Yanli wanted too, and so very impromptu, we travelled up north, without ourselves realising that we are already in the Arctic circle until we saw the postcards. It was certainly the most memorable trip in 2010.
As for me, I'd start to appreciate the year that is coming to an end, but I don't usually set resolution. I think there are already too many targets to meet at work, so I'll just take it easy for my personal life.
So I shall begin with my 21st birthday... at the airport.
Turning 21 was a major event for many of my friends. Elaborate and extravagant birthday celebrations. I longed for such celebrations when I was young, like a McDonald's birthday party. But as I grew older, I dislike attending birthday parties, let alone having my own. So my 21st was just a simple cake cutting with my family in my house, ate a slice of cake, and then rushed off to the airport.
A small birthday gathering with dear eugene, linda and cally.
I guess the trip to Europe was my best 21st birthday present.
Europe was like a dream to me, and I was living my dream.
This is the first time to Amagertorv, Copenhagen (Denmark).
The moment I reached Denmark, I became like a ignorant villager. Everything mesmerizes me. Wow! The snow! The castle! The statue! The European building! EVERYTHING just looks so cool to me. And Europe continued to wow me throughout the entire 6 months.
And then I went to Sweden Lappland. I just wanted to see the Northern Light, happens that Yanli wanted too, and so very impromptu, we travelled up north, without ourselves realising that we are already in the Arctic circle until we saw the postcards. It was certainly the most memorable trip in 2010.
We rushed back to Denmark, just to attend laboratory work and the very same night, we rushed off to the airport and this time to London! London! OMG it always seems so far to me. Like always in the books and movies but I can't believe I'm going there, in less than 2 hours flight! And the main reason we're rushing to UK is because of the following...
We managed to buy tickets to Liverpool match! OMG! I really couldn't believe how good my life was. Northern light in Arctic, down Stockholm (another place that seems so far & cold & never thought would ever reach there), and after London I'm sitting in Anfield, watching what I always see on TV. Everything just seems so surreal. Having Gerrard and Torres in front of me, cheering on Liverpool (even though I don't watch football) with the random stranger beside me. He asked where I'm from and I told him I came from Denmark. He was astonished by how far we came to watch this match, he'd be more shocked if I said Singapore. Haha.
And so why did I do this, all the troubles to go Liverpool when I'm not a fan? Well, it's all for my brother :)
We then chose to travel to Edinburgh instead of joining the guys to Manchester, all because we miss Justin and Denzyl so much! And I must say I was very very touched by how nice they were to us. They cured my homesickness.
Well after all the travelling, we sure did some work. At least I did my lab diligently (so as to complete it sooner!) 
Us, NTU students, at work. It was funny how the entire lab consisted of 8 foreigners (4 Singaporeans, 2 Chinese, 1 Norwegian and 1 Russian) and only 1 Dane! Haha. And because the 5 of us (majority) can speak Mandarin, so we turned the lab into a chinese environment. Even the Russian teacher said he learned much Chinese from us! It was pure fun!
We also had the time to explore new recipes (since we didn't study) and we whipped out some chicken rice to curb our homesickness.
And it wasn't long till we started travelling again, this time to Italy. Italy was filled with adventures and dangers (I'd have probably shared with you!). It didn't go smoothly initially, because of the volcano eruption in Iceland. Thank god we were just grounded in Denmark, and not stranded in Rome like our friends. We were shocked as it was our first time to hear all airports closed! This never happen in Singapore!
But we managed to get things going and we even slotted in a trip to Poland!
We were quite lucky in the sense that we hit the holidays in each country. This time it was constitution day in Poland :) We even gotten a free flag along the streets.
Happy days pass fast, and soon exams are approaching. This also signified that our exchange was ending :(
Although I wish to get back home sooner as I miss my family a lot, but I really have no wish to leave this happy place. I "locked" myself in my container, trying to study hard. Fortunately I passed all the modules despite the very last minute work! And up till now I still wonder how did I pass...
After the exams, we went straight for a month of travelling around Europe. It was tiring yet an unforgettable lifetime trip filled with excitement, disappointment, and adventures. I did Prague and Vienna alone, and it was my first time travelling alone. I must say I learned a lot from that. I shall let this Eiffel tower represents it all :)
And so I came back to reality on 30 June 2010. Within a week, I went to attachment in a secondary school. It was a rather nerve wrecking experience initially as I didn't know what to expect from the class, especially the transition from Europe to Singapore was too sudden. But I must say it turned out well. Tiring yes, but enriching and fulfilling.
I didn't manage to take a break, as soon as my attachment ended, I did lots of decluttering for my room and painted the walls. Soon after, NTU started and I'm back to a real student again. No longer a traveller, explorer nor teacher.
And the last semester in NTU just zoomed passed me. Just like that. It was the most stressful one I must say, because I wanted myself to do the very best for the very last。
And so we fly high.
I only had about 2 weeks after exams to settle everything before I embark on another journey. I'm glad I get to have my whole birthday to myself this time, not having to rush to the airport.
But time is still very tight. I wonder what is waiting for me in Shanghai. I'll be all alone this time, in a new environment, and working instead of being a full time student. I don't know how it will turn out, I'm getting homesick already (yes even though I'm in Singapore) but yet I am very very excited! :)
I don't know why but as I'm getting older, birthday presents don't matter as much, just like how I've a drawer full of ang baos accumulated from past chinese new years. Am I the only one who don't open ang baos? (Sweetie, I haven't use the ang bao money you gave me last year!) I don't really care about presents, maybe because I don't know what I want. I didn't buy any present for myself last year. So I just assigned the flight to Copenhagen as the birthday present. Then this year I shall assign the flight to Shanghai as my present. I thought of getting a DSLR, but the owner won't justified the quality of the camera. The things I truly want (a car, an apartment of my own, Birkin, Kelly, Constance, 2.55, classic flap (x2), alma, celine box, lady dior... ), are way beyond my capabilities. So I don't even wish for them.
2011 will be another very different experience. Working for the first half, and then back to student life for the second half. I look forward to convocation day too (keeping my fingers crossed that I can maintain my honours), because I'm sure Papa and Mama will be very proud. And nothing can be more satisfying than seeing them being happy. It's sad, that I have to leave them but I had to, to return as a stronger person so as to better protect them. Because you mean so much to me.
Buon Compleanno Jia Hui! :)
Happy :)
One of the greatest joy I find, is to prepare food for my loved ones, and watching them enjoying the food.
It just makes the whole cooking process so worth it. Well until the washing comes in. Haha.
Today I tried making chawanmushi for the first time. And it turned out ok! Well, I think it is up to the restaurant's standard! :)
So pleased with the results, because usually I'll fail for the first try.
Credits to Yusuke.
This is the carbonara I made for myself for today's lunch. Yeah I'm boring, always making carbonara/ bolognese but I'm so glad I won't get bored of them since they're cheap and easy to make. However, PAPA & MAMA have got really Asian tongue so I was really happy yesterday that they love the chawanmushi since they don't like the carbonara. Mama love it so much that she even asked me how I made it. :)
孤僻
我觉得我孤僻的性格越来越严重。
比如说我让自己很忙so我不必meet up with friends for my birthday. 一直有朋友问我几时有空而我都说no. 其时我也真的没空啦。因为去年去丹麦之前忙着和不同的朋友见面，搞得自己很累。也没时间好好陪家人和给自己个人空间。所以这次我什么人都不想见，只想快点搞好签证和飞机票。所以nancy你算是稀有privilege few! Lol! 也因如此、今年的生日礼物因该只有一份。但我很ok的，人越大也对生日没什么兴趣，连礼物也bochap. Maybe 现在有能力买想要的东西。
好期待赶快再去巴黎！我有好多好多包包想买！天堂，那是天堂！
Oh btw I'm the biggest joke ever. I went to my friend's bday and forgot about the present! Luckily I haven't board the bus!
And hahaha I told one of my friend I'm too busy to celebrate my birthday and he wAs like !!! WTF got such thing?! I'm such a classic.
P.S. On the other note, I am indeed very very touched when I saw bear's effort to coordinate with others for a farewell for me.
P.SII I decided to be bitchy and bitch on that B girl.
This bitch blocked YL and I on facebook (except our other common friend, the 4 of us were in the same clique in year 1 though). I wasn't angry at all when I found out, because I was mean to her in year 1. Well not really mean but just showing my dislike towards her openly. That's me. I don't like to be hypocrite or hide any true feelings. But when I told YL about me being blocked, she found herself as well, and she was damn pissed.
But I was very angry when she kept commenting on my post. Like WTF?! Block me and then comment on my status or even my conversation with my friends? Even retarded "hahaha" she also wrote.
Fine, hypocrite.
Worse is when she knew she had me as her only friend at this birthday party, she suddenly SMSed me non stop asking retarded questions like 'what are you wearing", "what uuuuuuuuuu buying for her" etc. Ok fine, I'm being biased, these aren't really retarded questions. But I said so because for a 22 years old undergraduate to spell words like euuuuuuuu, I think that's very retarded. And what irks me most is she can send consecutive SMSes within a minute asking tons of retarded questions. Can't she do it on in 1? And some SMSes weren't even a question. They were simply things like "hahha dont know wat to wear..."
You think I care?!
And then on the day of the party I found out that she unblocked me. I was angry more than pleased. I mean come on, I knew you started talking/ SMSing me because you wanted to patch up our relationship so that you won't feel awkward going to the party alone. But hey, <span style="font-weight:bold;"></span>IF YOU DECIDED TO BLOCK ME, THEN DON'T COMMENT ON MY STATUS OR EVEN TALK TO ME ON FACEBOOK. AND IF YOU DECIDED TO BLOCK ME, JUST STICK WITH YOUR BLOODY DECISION AND DON'T UNBLOCK ME.
Asshole.
What makes her more ass than an asshole is when she had the audacity to ask me for the birthday girl's contact no., claiming that she lost it. HUH I always wonder how can anyone lose anyone's no. except for the simple fact the mobile was stolen. Just admit that you deleted her no. because you deemed she's unworthy of you remembering her or cherishing the friendship. I didn't feel like replying B, because once again I find it (the SMS) and her retarded. Oh wait, retarded seems to be a too kind word for her. Because for a facebook addict like her, I'm sure she won't miss the fb birthday event invite, which clearly states the birthday girl & bf's mobile no.
Can't you get her no. there and instead of asking me? Because every time I reply to your SMS in a nice manner I felt so hypocrite. On the day of the party B asked me for her no. I gave B, thinking she wanted to contact bday girl over some issues.
Only when I reached the party, the host told me B wasn't coming cause she had a fever. I was like WTF. You asked me for no. but can't you also, out of politeness, inform me that you aren't going?
I can only think of 1 reason. You faker. You knew I wasn't going to talk to you at the party, and since I told you I knew some of her friends and her bf, you are afraid that you will be alone. So you simply no show.
I have absolute zero respect for you. I can't believe how fake you are. Lying through your bloody sinister eyes. To think I always give you the benefit of doubt, and empathize you thinking "oh you don't have a mother. Life must be hard on you".
But you just made me lost all the faith, respect and any little remaining trust I had on you.
It's over, I ain't gonna even smile or say hello to you if I ever see you again.
我觉得我孤僻的性格越来越严重。
比如说我让自己很忙so我不必meet up with friends for my birthday. 一直有朋友问我几时有空而我都说no. 其时我也真的没空啦。因为去年去丹麦之前忙着和不同的朋友见面，搞得自己很累。也没时间好好陪家人和给自己个人空间。所以这次我什么人都不想见，只想快点搞好签证和飞机票。所以nancy你算是稀有privilege few! Lol! 也因如此、今年的生日礼物因该只有一份。但我很ok的，人越大也对生日没什么兴趣，连礼物也bochap. Maybe 现在有能力买想要的东西。
好期待赶快再去巴黎！我有好多好多包包想买！天堂，那是天堂！
Oh btw I'm the biggest joke ever. I went to my friend's bday and forgot about the present! Luckily I haven't board the bus!
And hahaha I told one of my friend I'm too busy to celebrate my birthday and he was like !!! WTF got such thing?! I'm such a classic joke.
On the other note, I am indeed very very touched when I saw bear's effort to coordinate with others for a farewell for me.
Okay as mentioned in blogspot (which I just shifted over), my friend's (call her J) 21st party was a little dramatic for her. American high school ala gossip girl. I am really really disappointed in this friend, B. So disappointed that I started to wonder where has the good humanity gone to?
If the best things that happened in NTU were
- I made wonderful friends like yanli, miiko, ximin, justin, matthias
- Exchange to DTU
But what's past is passed and being a forgiving and forgetful person, I cant really remember what she did to us. So every time I see her I'll still say hello to her in a smiley face.
Well, actually I didn't want to say this. But I guess she really tested my limit.
Recently, I found out that B blocked YL and I on facebook (except miiko, the 4 of us were in the same clique in year 1 though). I wasn't angry at all when I found out, because I wasn't very nice to her in year 1. Well not really mean but just showing my dislike towards her openly. That's me. I don't like to be hypocrite or hide any true feelings. But when I told YL about me being blocked, she found herself as well, and she was damn pissed.
But I was very angry when she kept commenting on my post after she blocked me. Like WTF?! Blocked me and then comment on my status or even my conversation with my friends? She could wrote a "hahaha" comment just like that.
Fine, hypocrite.
Worse is when she knew she had me as her only friend at this J's birthday party, she suddenly SMSed me non stop asking retarded questions like 'what are you wearing", "what uuuuuuuuuu buying for her" etc. Ok fine, I'm being biased, these aren't really retarded questions. But I said so because for a 22 years old undergraduate to spell words like "euuuuuuuu" instead of "you", I think that's very retarded. And what irks me most is she can send consecutive SMSes within a minute asking tons of retarded questions. Can't she do it all in 1? And some SMSes weren't even a question. They were simply things like "hahha dont know wat to wear..."
You think I care?!
And then on the day of the party I found out that she unblocked me. I was angry more than pleased. I mean come on, I knew you started talking/ SMSing me because you wanted to patch up our relationship so that you won't feel awkward going to the party alone. But hey, IF YOU DECIDED TO BLOCK ME, THEN DON'T COMMENT ON MY STATUS OR EVEN TALK TO ME ON FACEBOOK. AND IF YOU DECIDED TO BLOCK ME, JUST STICK WITH YOUR BLOODY DECISION AND DON'T UNBLOCK ME.
Asshole.
What makes her more ass than an asshole is when she had the audacity to ask me for the birthday girl's contact no., claiming that she lost it. HUH I always wonder how can anyone lose anyone's no. except for the simple fact the mobile was stolen. Just admit that you deleted her no. because you deemed she's unworthy of you remembering her or cherishing the friendship. I didn't feel like replying B, because once again I find it (the SMS) and her retarded. Oh wait, retarded seems to be a too kind word for her. Because for a facebook addict like her, I'm sure she won't miss the fb birthday event invite, which clearly states the birthday girl & bf's mobile no.
Can't you get her no. there and instead of asking me? Because every time I reply to your SMS in a nice manner I felt so hypocrite. Yet I don't want to sound mean nor harsh. On the day of the party B asked me for her no.
I gave B, thinking she wanted to contact bday girl over some issues.
Only when I reached the party, the host told me B wasn't coming cause she had a fever. I was like WTF. You asked me for no. to inform the host that you aren't going, but can't you also, out of politeness, inform me since you are SMSing me?
I can only think of 1 reason. You faker. You knew I wasn't going to talk to you at the party, and since I told you I knew some of her friends and her bf, you are afraid that you will be alone. So you simply put on a no show. Fever on the party? How timely? I would have trusted you, if this wasn't the 99999999999999999th times.
I have absolute zero respect for you now. I can't believe how fake you are. Lying through your bloody sinister eyes & teeth. To think I always gave you the benefit of doubt, and empathized you thinking "oh you don't have a mother. Life must be hard on you".
But you just made me lost all the faith, respect and any little remaining trust I had on you.
It's over, I ain't gonna even smile or say hello to you if I ever see you again.
Merry Christmas everyone! I hope it's a blessed one, and have a happy upcoming year!
Välkommen till min nya blogg!
Hello! Merry Christmas!
Shifted to this blog because I won't be able to access blogspot in China.
White carrot cake because I'm craving for a plate of white carrot cake as I'm creating this blog now. Carrot cake without carrot, it is not the western carrot cake dessert but the Singapore style fried carrot cake! 
This is the one! It's one of my all time favourite breakfast item! Yeah we eat this for breakfast in Singapore! :)
This blog is in Swedish so I'm still getting used to it but I love some of the functions that I can't find in blogspot like this
NTU is officially over for this year and as much as I can't wait to go to Shanghai, I can't bear to leave here either. Hmmm. The visa problem due to the festive season might delay my intended flight :(
My laptop is getting older and slower and I'm afraid it will die on me in Shanghai! LOL! Though it would be a good excuse to buy a Mac book but pls not when I'm there and wait till I've back up my data! I know I'm bad, I have no anti virus or whatsoever for my lappy!
Photo credits rawfoodhaven, bcinto
